Silence, that's all i hear.. Sitting in a chair waiting, for love, attention, even a glimpse of hope. Nothing shown in return, wasting precious time converging with reality. Darkness seeping towards me, only the light above giving way to a longer silence. Pondering on the thought of what is, knowing what should be. Escaping reality… Continue reading Silence
Uncounted sleepless nights overturned by the thought of my then partner with multiple women, those of whom I would see occasionally stroll around town smiling and acting as if they have done me no wrong. Hating the mere fact that the very breath they breathe was once near the face of the man that used… Continue reading Turn of events
Life, it can throw all sorts of contradictions toward your path as you set way to become what you will aim to achieve. Blinded by the sheer force of your ego, yet pushed by the momentum of your heart. Life becomes a game it seems, one of which they who follow the rules accomplish early… Continue reading The mentality of nature..
At a young age we are pushed to pursue a lifetime of achievements worth obtaining. However, some people, their lives veer off course and by no means become any existence they had ever dreamed. Always looking back at your past, regretting things you've done and wishing you had a second chance becomes your everyday process.… Continue reading Life as we know it..
Loneliness is a verge of desperation to keep a finger tip on the quality of life with a clouded mind of how to act. Always falling back into the dark abliss, catching every sharp edge of the cliff while sliding down the hill into chaos. Not understanding why the universe and society tortures you with… Continue reading Lonely and afraid..
Seldomly thought the past will always make its way to the present. Over turned by thoughts of suicide and torture, the process of that which you run from will always find you. Irrational and unchangeable events will partake in the life of any individual young or old. Though the option to cease of such things… Continue reading In the presence of the past
Silence, The undeserving sound of your heart beating against your chest. Taken back by the relevance of the night, Lights flashing threw your mind, grasping all that which you can remember. Smothered in embarrassment and filth, Pushed down to the lowest point that a human mind can go. Growing up you heard of these things… Continue reading Silence of the victim..
Reminiscing in the beauty of gratitude, remorse and love is a combination of pure tranquility in itself. Over turned by the satisfaction of being wanted, held and tightly secure in the grips of one's arms, is a feeling that any given person under the spell can't possibly begin to describe. Once pushed down and abused,… Continue reading Reminiscing in the beauty..
At certain aspects in life the condition of insanity and serenity become eloped in each other. Always pressing the fact of what is, what was and what should have been. Time alone can only heal wounds, but the wound itself can only be healed so deep. For the pressure of consistent anguish is scrapping at… Continue reading Aspects in life..
As a child I never grew to picture myself getting married for I have always held an issue with men and dominance. Getting put down, hit and controlled my entire life did not cease to help my issue, nor did the abusive relationship I had for the past six years. Finding myself in the journey… Continue reading As a child..